It's about this guy I'm still in love with, even though I say I'm not, It hurts ever so much to not be with him, to not talk to him, because for some reason he wont speak to me. :/
That's pretty much the Gist of it...
Step Two: The words/lines;
Oh babe I miss you so much
Your stuck in my head like a radio song.
I'd steal candy from a baby,
I'd rob a bank if I could,
I'd kill just to be with you.
I keep going insane more each day.
Now the only thing I truly care about is you.
My world came crashing down once we became split.
Every song on the radio reminds me of you.
Even if it's just one line or one word.
You haven't spoke to me in a while and it's killing me.
It hurts beyond more then you'll even know that I can't hear your voice.
I miss that nickname that you gave me.
People call me Beautiful, but it's just not the same.
I miss your voice on the Telephone.
I miss the way how your voice perked up when it was me on the other side.
Nothing seems to kill me more then this.
Nothing seems to break my spirits down but this.
Even when you give me pain, I still have these feelings for you.
I don't know what hurts more.
Not hearing your voice.
Or knowing that we'll never be.
All I can think about is you.
I try to move on.
But love is the strongest emotion.
It hurts to much to deal with.
But why bother it's not like you'll ever care if I try to end this all.
People tell me that I can have anyone that I want.
Thing is the only person I want is you.
I could have told you sooner then I did.
I should have told you when you asked what was wrong.
But I didn't, I was scared of what your answer was.
But when I asked you, it was the opposite.
I should have told you when I had the chance,
But now. We barely speak to each other.
It's tearing me a part, knowing that we'll never be the same.
While I'm thinking of you, your thinking about others.
For you I would do anything.
Remembering everything you said when I'm alone.
How you'd always be there for me.
Well your not, and I need you the most.
Because babe I'm loosing my mind without you.
The silence is what kills me.
It's when I'm left to my thought of you and me.
Of how we used to be.
We where like Romeo and Juliet, now we're like Ceasar and Brutus.
You haven't spoke to me in a while and it's killing me.
It hurts beyond more then you'll even know that I can't hear your voice.
You make me feel like I'm nothing, yet I keep on wanting you back.
The only thing that is in my head is you before I go to bed.
I don't know what it is about you but your like a drug so god-damn addictive.
I'm standing here screaming I'm sorry but the words wont come out.
It's all over and all I can do is watch you disappear.
Plastic Fake smiles are always on my face, so no-one will know what's going though my head.
All I wanna do is talk about you, but when I pick another topic it still leads to you.
I rather die then feel what I'm feeling.
I tried to replace you, but babe your just one of a kind.
You where my everything, still are.
But I blew that all up.
You where my first love,
you'll be my only love, my last.
I can't even listen to that song that was ours.
Without putting on a sad face.
All it brings is memories of a better time, followed with tears streaming down my face.
I lied to everyone and even myself that I don't love you.
I can't believe in that lie anymore.
You mean everything yo me but you don't know.
You think I'm over you, I'm not even close.
I hate how the only feelings I have left belong to you.
But you don't want them.
I suppose I could understand.
Who would want those feelings from a heart breaker.
To you I'm just a strain in your neck.
To you I'm worthless, heartless and not wanted.
To you I mean nothing, just another stupid girl.
You may hate me, but that wont change me.
You may hate what I represent but that wont change my feelings for you.
It wont.
It wont.
I wont let it.
I don't want to let go.
I can't live this life much longer, not without you.
I wanna give up, I'm not living for anything anymore.
This life gets harder everyday when I'm not with you.
Your the blood that pumps though me veins, without you I'm lifeless.






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~Princess Of Darkness~
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YOU'RE ALIVE!!!!!!
PRAISE THE BIG MAN!!!!!!!
*hugs tightly* |D
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Ginny Biohazard
thanks for worrying me -.-
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Live Is For The Alive, My Dear.
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Ginny Biohazard
Much love!
DUN-DUN-DUN-
DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNN!!! YOU'RE IT!! ^^ YOU HAVE BEEN CONSIDERED ONE OF MY SWEETEST FRIENDS ON MY LIST onCE YOU HAVE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO TAG 5 OF YOUR SWEETEST FRIENDS AND LET THEM KNOW THEY ARE SWEET X.X.X""
FAKE FRIENDS: Will ignore this
Send this 2 at least 5 ppl including me if u want ^^
If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever...
Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back..
1-3 ~ you're a friend
4-6 ~ you're an okay friend
7-9 ~ you're a good friend
10+ ~ you're a great friend
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Ginny Biohazard
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